Crap

well, i did terribly, thats my opionion. To others it may be the marks they longed for... thanks for consoling me anyway. However u will nvr understand how i penetrated from the barrier i do not wan to be in... I supposed if ur intelligent enough, u will understand what i wrote.

i may have won a position in SOMEONE's mind as the smartest guy she every met, and i respect her and not say her name. Well, so what that doesnt change any things.

yay

Exam over liaos, so sian.... i was like spamming books everyday and making trips to the library everytime i got da chance...maybe after sch? My mum dunwan me go out LOL. scare me tio kidnapped =.= she worries too much....yea.

ok i read a book and it says beauty is in the eye of the beholder..... sounds familiar. was it Ming yi? WELL =.=lll cleared my books wednesday boro somemore ^^ got sch mahs... scare jasmine trash the hell out of me just to boro books =.= llater say me ps her XD... test results back on wed, so ____. Heck care. Abit scared about sci. HATE IT when i lose to ppl i dunwan (well nvr happened =.=) thats y scared get screwed up worrs. Tis paper to me, theres some kind of difficulty.... well =,=lll .........

made a veri veri veri veri hard decision and finally decided double sci :D...nickson go solo larhs. U and mingyi 1314 lols

okokie posted liao know ppl say me dead blog ask me post more lively ones (my previous were emo) . yea,... the reason i so long bo post coz i got private blog ^^ no discrimination or criticism one hoorrrs i tink veri bad :(

HELLO

it seems i did not posted for a long long time normally i tink its a colossal waste of time which i tink is useless it some way...

the sake of blogging is to vent my anger but since life had been quite good for me and my parents finally understand my feelings...i stopped blogging for quite some time

looks my path of agony is nearing its end and its beautiful setting is approaching me at a significant speed....

LOL

not much happened today, we were supposed to do the science project but ms leow nvr come, we decided to slack in 2C classroom, yea! with ms chin ^^it was getting lame when i decided to show ms chin with my high pitched voice! you should hav look how she was stunned hahaha! okok maths alot wanna do ^^ YEA ^_^v



Fact????--------->purple lightning is veri veri veri rare, if u see one count urself lucky! contains 4mil volts if you wanna die ^^,dunno wat to share 2day..... maybe.....yea.... give grade 1 science...RED+BLUE IS MAGENTA!!!!NOT PURPLE!!! colour works this way but not light hahaha...i supposed yellow and blue is green so light for green is not yellow and blue haha...go find out if i say no fun rite?

Hmm...

Is life reli tt miserable? mishaps happen every time, disaster behold, crimes filled the streets... NOT a single day of peace... not a single day feeling safe

Life is reli miserable to me... i came to the school with top results but... i din even know where i stand, i couldn't believe it i won my rival 1 mark yet the gap was so superb during nchs, sad :(
or maybe even worse?............ am i reli that stupid, i did everything a student suppose to do, follow those ppl who love study but not those who did not like to study...yes, i avoided the boys alot...indeed i only befriended with those quiet quiet love study or with good results one... secondly, i spend over 200 dollars on assessment books and tio scolded by parents why didn't i hav anymore $$ for saving in bank, i reli was upset... i spam my personal diary...

U see me as a happy-go-lucky person who has no troubles, a person who talks to you jubilantly, a person who excels well in science, a person who helps you alot...SO? i did those to really comfort myself from this harsh life, i reli wanted to throw myself into an abyss or sink myself into morass...my mind is in a whirl a whril far worse than tonardo... i'm really couldn't stand it...relax i hav not tot of suicide....unless i'm driven to the point of insanity...thats terrible indeed.... i did many sins, well everybody do...but i still didn't believe god and maybe thats my downfall....

IS GOD REALLY TRUE?IF HE LOVES EVERYONE WHY IS THERE SUFFERINGS? WHERE IS THERE DISASTERS, INCIDENTS THAT CAUSE SUICIDAL?? ALL THESE ARE MY HYPOTHESIS TO PROVE HE IS FAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he brought me to another lifetime of sufferings and hardships... god i'm 14 not 41
GOD YOU ARE BIESTAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i might to reprudent but tis are my opinion i sincerely apologise to christtians and chatolics if i had offended you somehow...

Do i have to say the mantra: AMEN everyday tills he REMOVE ME FROM THIS WORLD???????????????????DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU KNOW HOW MISERABLE IT IS? WHAT FOR U PRAY BEFORE U EAT?WHAT FOR YOU PRAY TO HIM?WHAT FOR? HE WOULD SOON DRAG U INTO THE WORLD OF PAIN AND SUFFERINGS?WHY?DID HE SICK OF LISTENING TO THE SAME PRAYRES?





fact: actually god is based on a myth...scientists couldn't prove if god were real...LOL maybe the temple or church an $$ as''tian xia you''

I'm depressed

I pity people who are going to be in serious trouble---ACJ,his conversation with yik meng on 4th or 5th march have been printer out n given to ms joseph on 6th march by yik meng....unaware i his impending doom...he's stilll able to talk jubilantly to me...

s joseph mood immediately changed after reading the 1st few lines she's eating yet theres a sudden change of appetite...a delicious plate of cheese baked rice as if turn into anoter revolting food for her

thoughi sympathise her...i hoped acj would stop his malicious doings i hoped he would not get suspended...he's 1 of my great frens and i would never ever betray them

2nd post

not much homework to day a relief to many of us rite? ahahaha!!aw saddly NO HALF DAY ON FRI WAT?!WAT?!WAT!?!?!?!?!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

today quite a busy day 2 periods xuan,chin,PC(after recess) before recess al 1 period d.HOW CAN I LEARN IF 1 PERIOD ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WAN BE TOP 10!!!!!I CAN DO IT IN PSLE Y NOT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!F5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aw...

So unhappy...
i truly hate idiots hu claimed themselves pro and call ppl noobs == THEY ARE JEALOUS OF PPL NOOB(1 eg nia)

Pc was Ok miss joseph made a little group to chat NOT counsel quite interesting :)

A TRUE FACT>>>>I AM LIGHTER THAN PANDA!!!!catching up wif her height on par wif jun hao!!!OMFG!!!!

Abigail told me ''REALLY AH!!!!!'' when i said maybe jun hao sitting beside her...So romantic (10 /100 romantic)
WAIT FOR U TWO TRADE 99 RED ROSES WAHAHAHAHA

Thats all for today!!!Diary is good for eng!!!!




Fact>>>>Do you know? Being bald(Not even a hope of growing hair....on the head d NOT CHAO TING THAT TYPE)needs a license..confirmed on the web...being bald ish a sign of rebellion..!so cance patients have license? thats for u to find out




>>>there will be facts in every posts!!not bad huh!i'm quit knowlegable :)